It’s hard for me because you can’t talk to anyone w/out revealing your secret. But don’t despair- speaking with a BC counselor or a LGBTQ-friendly advisor can help you work through the conflict that you are feeling. states and countries have actually banned conversion therapy. Conversion therapies try to change one’s sexual orientation, but they have not been successful and in fact may be harmful.
Scientific research has shown that sexual orientation is not something that can be changed.